Grieving

The hardest part of the grieving process is when the funeral was over and the dust has settled, everybody has gone home and you left there alone... when at night, everybody around is asleep or you are alone in the bedroom trying to sleep and all around you is quiet... at midnight through dawn all you can think about is how much you miss the person you have just lost ... so badly.... until it hurts physically, and there is no one to talk to.

Or when you are in the shower closing your eyes under the running warm water and all you can do is bawling your head off hoping no one can hear you through the gush of waters..

Someday you feel okay... and some day you just felt so heartbroken you'll be wondering when will you recover from your grief.. or if you ever.

You'll feel there is such a huge and empty invisible hole in you that nothing in this world could ever fill.

It is ok to be strong, but it is allright too to feel helpless and cry, scream if you need to. Take one day at a time.

Someday, you'll be okay.